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Morning Whispers of Love

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Feb. 17th, 2006 | 06:29 am

In a moment of solitary confinement, I replaced the drone of the television set for that of complete silence. Or so I thought? Privy to the unfortunate lovemaking in the apartment next to mine, I delved deep into the world of cyberspace until things became quiet again. Sounding like two passionate seals in the mid-day sun, I could only imagine the druken advances prior to the horrifying grunting and groaning presented to me through thin walls. Is that all we're searching for when on a program like this? Overpriced shots and touches by strangers? I'd like to think that there is more to life than this. I'd like to believe that romance exists.

Don't get me wrong, I'm far from prudish. I have yet to connect with one soulful, devoted individual on this planet. Whether it be Kansas or here, I find myself running into the same caliber of people over and over again. Isn't there someone of substance out there? Someone who leaves my insides twisted and inspires me to be more than I really am? I have yet to meet him/her/them and I'm really looking forward to that connection.

DISNEY=WORK. I work and receive little compensation yet I'm happier than I've been in years. I am a social being. I long to be in the spotlight. The more I am out and about, the better I feel. I feel alive again.

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From: chopper11
Date: Feb. 17th, 2006 02:25 pm (UTC)

I'm glad work is going well!!

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